16 1- It was the year of 2010, in the month of July, the day was the 25th
2-The following contains some of, if not the most important writings, the spirit whom I love used me to write most of them, it would be wonderful if you could read and understand the ten writings, every line has an important message, blessed are those who understand it. Thank the spirit for guiding me, to write these messages to you.
3-Desert man walking through the desert sand
4-Desert man walking past all else, going on,continue on desert man
5-Sweat on his hands,go on desert man
6-Blood pours from chest,walk on desert man
7-body covered in sweat,don't give in desert man
8-Legs sting, grows weak,go desert man go
9-skin dry, screams for water,thirst not desert man, walk desert man
10-Desert man walking in the desert sand
11-cactus mocking, the dogs are stalker
12-Eyes are blind
13-wounds on my chest, blood runs drys
14-Sun at its hottest, why did I come?
15-I ask and ask...
16-Mid day sun has come, I look and I find
17-I try to rest, but I can not sleep, why did I come..?
18-sun goes down, heat remains not
19-I walk on, I must go on
20-Dogs bite, they claw as I walk
21-My chest flows with blood
22-hours pass, then days
23-Then I see him, and than I knew why I had walked, it was for him, he was the water I needed.
24-The water that never ran dry.
25-“Yes,yes,yes oh desert man, never stop walking oh desert man”
26- In your room, your door is locked
27-your window shut
28-Alone in the dark we see you weeping
29-“I thought he loved me”, you say, and you weep and you weep.
30-Abused and abandon you sit alone
31-You can't eat, you can't sleep, but we say do not weep
32-He hurt you, your souls in pain
33-But we, your angels sing to you
34-We hoped this was something you would never have to
35-weep no more for God loves you, walk on daughter, walk on
36 Like snakes they come to you
37-The witchcraft, the drugs, the sex, the guilt of leaving love surround you
38-They say more witchcraft, they say more drugs, they say have sex, they say hate love
39-we say love is the answer, love is the way
40-Hear us, you must get up..
41-You left her love, you missed your chance...
42-They say bleed, we say heal, raise son raise, your not done, life still young
43-You never stopped running so why stop now? Run for Jesus, run for God.
44-Run for us, run for the spirit, run for the prophets, run for the saints.
45-Hear us son! Run, run for her, run for love, they are blind, but you are fine, run desert man, run Yochan!
46- I am the man who is runs by your house, to fast you'll miss me if you blink your eye
47-I am the woman who never gives up, I need the money so pass your cup
48-I am the man who plays on the street, who never stops hoping he'll have something to eat
49-I'm the woman so confused, I have the friends, I have the boys, but lives not real, there's no zeal
50-I am the man you see all around, you teach children to fear me, my race is found all around
51-I am the woman, who runs by, with tear in eye, “I don't care, I don't know, I just got to go”
52-I am people, I am all race, but when you look at my face you see disgrace
53-How long will I run? The emptiness I feel, I have the friends and they are great, but I know without a true purpose, my life is my 54-debate I keep running on, but I can't go long.
55-Some claim we should try to be famous but I know that's not right, I would do it for glory, and the lust just isn't right.
56-Some say go for money, but what does that do all the things I could get would mean nothing to you.
57-Some say gather your friends, let them group all around, but deep in my heart I know there's no crown, I know that me and my 58-friends are just running from truth, I can't run from God, I need to go home.
59-And if it should cost me my friends and money what does it matter should I not go for love? If life has a meaning, it surely is you, I no longer run from happiness, I run to it.
60-Blue skies are shifting by,
61-sun on the grass fading by,
62-clouds like the angels carry on in their days,
63-warm winds, are gliding over us
64-we are singing, in him
65-sun, it is shining so that all may see
66-Angels dancing today
67-Who are you?
68-You who stands before me?
69-I step back in fear of you
70-Eyes on your wings, coal flying around your heads
71-your faces shine, like no light I have seen, who are you?
72-Oh mysterious one, who are you?
73-Your sets of wings dance around, eyes sing along
74-Who are you, oh being of light who are you?
75-I tremble you come closer
76-You are tall, you step like a blinking star
77-You come so close, there's no escape, do what you must, being of light
78-Then your long hands reach out, and we go
79-Past the two moons of red, past the limits of space
80-And I ask who are you?
81-And you say, I am the Angelos, I am hear to show you, a light greater then mine.
82-Cherubims dance, Seraphims sing, deer's do prance,
83-Dance angels, dance!
84-Bats and doves
85-bees and butterflies
86-And then they sing
87-Hey, hey desert man...
88-see that little girl...
89-rape her they say
90-love her they say
91-Hey, hey desert man...
92-see that man there, on that street corner?
93-Kill him
94-help him
95-The song goes and goes, who can understand, only you can
96-And they sing, desert man..
97-See that emo down the road...
98-stab him, they say
99-he needs you,they say
100-Dark, light
101-moon, sun
102-craws are dancing, wings are too
103-Cave, and Alter
104-road wide, road narrow
105-blood, water
106-And I cry out “Angels, dance, dance”
107-Cherubims sing!
108-Light comes, cross is here, I raise
109-Go desert man, go
110-Demons run, when they see him, he is the love
112-And no demon can beat the love,
113-Blessed are those who hear this meaning, blessed are those who see the love!
114-Prophets weep and bleed!
115-The LORD weeps!
116-The messiah hangs for you!
117-Francis bleeds, blood covers his rags
118-Alphonsus labours for justice in a failing world
119-How many prophets must you kill?
120-How many times must you sadden our LORD?
121-How many lambs must bleed for you?
122-How many friers must bleed for your hate?
123-How many priests must work till death for justice?
124-How many children must be killed and raped?
125-How many girls must cut themselves?
126-How many boys must kill themselves?
127-How many must suffer? Before you realize how many, you kill each day?
128- Eyes of the hawks
129-Hawks fly across your sky
130-from above you can see, you can see just and wicked
131-You can see light and darkness
132-You see alive and dead
133-Slave and free
134-Hawks fly, across your sky
135-you said come up to your hawks and I flue up
136-Now I see what you see,
137-I asked to fly and now I do,
138-I see the just and the wicked and I weep for the wicked
139-So I cry out, with the voice of a hawk, “come up and join me and look with God's eyes!”
140-but they pay no attention to me or us, so the hawks fly in vain
141-continuing to warn them, but they pay no attention
142-so the hawks weep in pain
143-My hands bleed
144-My tongue has been cut off
145-My eyes have been gorged from their sockets
146-I have been wiped and slashed
147-My body is covered in blood
148-When I spoke they wiped me
149When I said your name they looked at me with disgust
150They come to me one by one and spit on my bleeding and dying body
151-And I smile
152-I am filled with joy
153-The sun has dawned and the doves fly around me
154-And I say, to my best ability through my bleeding mouth “today, I suffer for your glory”
155-Then he comes, he takes his spear and he stabs me
156-And never before had I been so delighted, and I sang as I slowly lost my breath, and lost all my blood
157-I died with a smile on my face, because I knew the secret, I remembered what you said “If you gain the whole world and lose your own life, what does it matter?” “for it is better for someone to have nothing, but have life”
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